Piece of shit

I'm so close to the border. I think I'm gonna fall. Will you be there, my love? Coz I can't get my thoughts out of my head, but you can take them away. So distant I feel you and I'm frightened even to say it aloud. Is this gonna last forever? Or are you just an ephemeral odour? I'd like you to take my hand, hold me and stay that way for a moment. I'm so scared. I don't want you to leave me, but I feel as if it was unavoidable. One day you'll go, won't you? But please, don't. I love you, I love you in every possible way. Tears go stream down my face, I feel lonely, I feel lost. Guide me. I don't wanna lose you, hon.

Where's my cigarette?

Tear my clothes, I don’t mind. Shake me like a little doll. Shout me, hit me. Stab me in the middle of my heart, let me bleed to death. Leave me alone in the dark of the room and lock the door. Go away and don’t look back. I’m not scare.